I feel like I'm gonna get smacked with a rolled up newspaper for this one of these days

[astro_noms]

What's that saying about the definition of insanity? Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different outcome? It feels like I'm stuck in a loop of exactly that right now. I know I shouldn't do it, I know it's not going to change anything (because it hasn't the last several dozen times) and yet, every time I tell myself "ok, no more, stop it right now," I end up back where I started. And every time nothing changes, I think "oh, hey, now I get it, it's not going to work, I should really stop," but then I find myself doing it again anyway.

Stupid brain. Stupid feelings. Stupid everything.

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[wiredwizard]

Reality sucks & then a falling anvil sends you to the great Wile E. Coyote cartoon in the sky, cara.

Take care of yourself, ok? =hugs=